Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Documentation - REALLY long post

Not like I would EVER forget about this, but wanted to document it just in case I did. Labor Day weekend was eventful, to say the least. It started off great. Headed up to my Grandma's cabin in Midway for Swiss Days, hung out with my Mom and a bunch of her friends from high school while all the guy went golfing. I was quite proud of myself, I didn't spend any money at Swiss Days this year. (Mainly because I didn't see anything I absolutely HAD to have.) Saturday night we had a big barbecue at my grandma's with my parents and ALL their friends from high school and their families. It was so fun to see everyone and crazy to see how grown up everyone has gotten. (Sadly, I don't think one picture was taken this whole night.)

Sunday morning I got up, and headed to Echo Reservoir to meet up with my cousin, Troy for a fun-filled day of boating. We got out on the lake, took turns pulling each other behind the boat for a couple hours and then headed to the dock to pick up Ro, Derek and Justin. We sat out on the lake and talked for a bit and decided someone should get in the water. We were talking about jumping the wake, and I thought I'd be a little daring and try it. (I had been getting pretty good wakeboarding this season and thought it was time to step up my game.) I got up, went in and out of the wake a few times and decided to "go big or go home".... turns out the 3rd option in that statement is "go to the hospital."

The jumping the wake part was great, the landing, not so much. I caught the front edge of my board on my landing and hit the water... HARD. Any of you that have been with me around water know that I plug my nose, ALWAYS. Well, when I hit the water I went face first. As soon as I hit, my right foot came out of my board and my board twisted behind me. I immediately felt a weird numbness/pain in my leg. I came up gasping for breath, my board was back behind me and I couldn't move my leg. My cousin came around in the boat and everyone starting panicking and asking if I was ok. Apparently I had blood all over my face - My nose was bleeding and I had a gash on my face from my fingernail when I plugged me nose. I told them I couldn't move my leg and that I couldn't get my board off. They kept asking if I needed help and after telling them yes (what felt like a million times) Derek jumped in the water, got my board off, and got me to the boat. Ro pulled me onto the swim deck of the boat by my life jacket and then everyone lifted me onto the back of the boat. My leg was up near my chest and I couldn't move it... at all. Any movement at all put me through the roof. The closer I could keep it to my chest, the less pressure/pain I had but it was still excruciating. Everyone kept asking if I knew what was wrong and I said I didn't know but that it felt like my leg was in my butt. (I've never broken a bone, never been to the hospital, so I wasn't sure what was going on.) They got me to the dock and the EMT at the lake came out to the boat. He didn't want to move me from the boat to a car for a couple reasons. He was worried I may have back/neck issues and with as much pain as I was in, he didn't want me going into shock. So they called the ambulance.
*Side story - Right after this happened, my dad said he had this feeling to call to see if everything was ok. I told Ro to call my parents and when she grabbed my phone, my dad called. They were still in Heber so they met the ambulance in Park City and followed it to the hospital.
I swear it took FOREVER for the ambulance to get there. Once they did, they put my on a backboard and carried me from the boat to the ambulance - hands down the WORST pain I have ever been in. Once they got me in the ambulance, they gave me and IV and started giving me morphine. A little while later I asked if they could give me anything for the pain yet and they said that they had already given me almost the maximum dose they were allowed to in the ambulance... great. Morphine didn't do anything but make me loopy. Little blurry, but Ro made sure to document my ambulance ride. (I asked her to ride with me, I was scared to say the least)

They took me to the University of Utah hospital and got me into a room in the ER. They were pretty sure that I had disclocated my hip, but needed to take Xrays to be sure and needed to see if anything was broken as well. They couldn't take Xrays until I got my hips flat on the table (are you freaking kidding me!!??!) Needless to say, after a LOT of dilaudid(?) I was able to get my hips flat enough that they took me to the Xray room. I had to have someone holding up my leg by my ankle at all times, if not the pain was so bad all I could do was scream. They let me mom come into the Xray room with me, the second the Xray went through, we heard the technician say, "yep, it's out." They took me back to my room and we waited for the Dr's to look at the Xrays. My nurse, Ed, who by the way was AWESOME, came in and said "Ummm, the Dr's are in looking at your Xrays trying to figure out how you dislocated your hip with what you were doing. They usually only see this in old people or high impact car accidents."- wonderful. The Dr. finally came in and said that I had a "Posterior Dislocation of my hip,"- basically they said my femur was completely out and behind my pelvis. They did say that luckily I didn't break or crack any bones- which was highly unlikely - said that usually they see shattered pelvis' or cracked femurs when they have this sort of injury. Lucky me, I guess??? They put me under a conscious sedation right there in the room I was in and popped it back in (just like you'd pop back in a dislocated finger I guess). The Dr. said after it took awhile to get it back in, because the pain was so bad my muscles wouldn't relax enough to pop it back in.



Right before they popped it back in.... You can tell from the look on my face I'm in a bit of pain.

I'm not sure if this was right before or right after they popped it back in, but I was definitely drugged up. They put a neck brace on my because the Xrays showed something in my neck they were worried about, so as soon as my hip was back in place, they took me in for a CT scan. (Everything with that turned out fine)Right after I woke up from getting my hip put back in, I was feelin' good... haha
My favorite nurse, Ed, putting on my leg brace.... had to wear that puppy for a couple weeks, and had to be on crutches.

The Dr said I had a really high chance of popping it out again within the first few weeks so had to wear the brace to stabilize it and couldn't put any weight on it. I stayed with my parents for a few weeks because I couldn't drive or really do anything for that matter. I was miserable, I was in a lot of pain, I couldn't do anything on my own, and I had a few break downs because I was stuck on the couch and couldn't do a thing about it. I PROMISE, I will never take walking for granted again. My parents were great to take care of me and chauffeur me around, and my friends were great to come and visit, bring me jamba, red mango, flowers and dinner :)

I went to the Dr. a few weeks after for a follow up and the Dr I followed up with was in shock and how I managed to dislocate my hip how I did. Said the same thing the Dr said in the ER... only in old people or high impact car accidents. He said I had to have hit so hard and so perfect to do that. He said once it healed though the chances of me popping it out again were the same chances I had of doing it in the first place (pretty slim). He said I could wake board again if I wanted, snowboard, play softball, anything. He told me I didn't need physical therapy because the youngest he's seen in the clinic with that type of injury was at least twice my age, and as anxious as I was to get back into the swing of things, he didn't think I'd have any trouble bouncing back. So... the road to getting my old lady hip better was on full force. The doc said no more brace and to use my crutches to stabilize me until I could walk without too bad of a limp..... yeah, those damn crutches last a good half hour and I was done!

It's taken a while but I'm ALMOST back to feeling normal. It's been a little over 10 weeks since it happened, and even though I still have some pain it's feeling pretty good. My hip pops constantly, but so do the rest of the joints in my body so I think I just need to get used to it. I played softball the past 2 weekends and did great! (I had a pinch runner though... running is the only thing that my hip still can't handle). I hit a bit of a rough patch, but I'm doing MUCH better! :)

So THAT.... was my Labor Day Weekend adventure... good times. (I left out a few details, but this post ended up even longer than I had thought)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Tomorrow!!

Tomorrow I'm getting on a plane to go here...

With this girl....

We're not going here once, but TWICE to watch America's Favorite Pastime..
...and to see my boyfriend play...

...and my other boyfriend play...




I'm a little bit excited... just a little bit.....(to the point I can't contain myself, really)

Friday, July 22, 2011

Boating!

I can count on 1 hand how many times I've been boating in the last 5 years. This summer has been different! My cousin, Troy, bought a boat and goes out all...the...time! He offered to let me go on the boat whenever he takes it out, so I have taken full advantage of that!!! I've been out on the lake 3 times in the last couple weeks!! For various reasons, we've named the boat "Four Loko" and have had SO much fun!!! Thanks "Cousin" for letting me tag along!!! Love ya!

On a little side note:
This has hands down been the best summer I've had in a long time!!! I've been playing softball crazy mad, spending as much time outside as I can, traveling as much as possible, hanging out with friends, and dating when I have time between it all! I am SOOO grateful for the wonderful people I have in my life! Especially for my friends and family that have had to put up with my emotional rollercoaster I've been on this last year! Love you all!!!

The first "outting" was on the 4th of July

Cousins!!



Wakeboarding....




Troy & Ro (2 of the 4 Lokos)



Me & Rob (the other 2 of the 4 lokos)



El Capitan Troy


Me and Ro!


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Last weekend we headed up to Pineview!



Marianne came out with us and we had a blast!!!!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Viva Las Vegas!

For Memorial Day weekend, we decided to take a last minute trip down to Vegas. Ro and I had planned on going and I talked Justin into going with us literally a couple hours before we were leaving. We rented a car (got a sweet VW beetle) and headed down to Sin City! Some of my parents' friends let us crash at their house and we couldn't have asked for a better place to stay! They made us dinner every night we were there! We had fun spending time with them too! Thanks O'd and Connie!!! We were only there for a couple days, but it was well worth it!! Until we meet again Vegas....until we meet again!

The beginning of the road trip!








Ummm.. don't speed through the Moapa Indian Reservation... you'll get a ticket


We went to The Thunder from Down Under....it was AWESOME!


Just riding up the escalator

Oh the people you see in Vegas...















Don't be jealous of our fannypacks








Eating Panera before we headed home


It POURED rain the whole way home. J was driving, it was scary.....

All-Nighter

A few weekends ago, Lyndee and I headed down to E-town to play in an all-nighter fundraiser softball tournament. Our first game was Friday at 8pm, we played through the night and got done Saturday afternoon around 2. We took 1st place... undefeated and exhausted! It was such a fun tournament to play in despite the fact that by the time I got home, I figured I had been awake for 35 hours STRAIGHT! I knew if I would have tried to take a nap I wouldn't have gotten up, soooooo I sucked it up and stayed awake. I'm still not sure if that was the best idea or not. Either way, it was fun!

Hanging out in the motorhome between games.... Thanks to Alisha!


Brushing our teeth at 3 am




1st place... and ready to go to bed!!!!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Living, changing, growing up, and learning who's REALLY there for you.

Since this is the only sort of journal I keep, I wanted to get this out. I'm not doing this for sympathy and I doubt anyone really reads this anyway... but it's for me. To remember where I WAS at, and where I AM at now. I don't have any regrets in my life. I have learned a lot and the things I've been through have made me the person I am today. Stronger and happier than I have ever been.

Since the end of September, I have been living in my best friends basement. I was going through a lot...hands down the most difficult time in my life. Amber and Jason offered their basement and wouldn't take no for an answer. They opened their house up to me and told me I could stay there as long as I needed to. I stayed for almost 8 months, and I couldn't have asked for better roommates while I was transitioning into the single life again. :)


I am SO grateful that they, not only let me live there, but were there to help me through everything I was going through. I can honestly say I have some of the BEST friends in the whole world. I can recall countless days of Amber coming downstairs and dragging me out of bed, getting me to actually go out, laughing with me, crying with me, having all day movie marathons with me because I didn't want to pull myself off the couch, and she didn't want to leave me to sulk in my misery by myself. We would have sleepovers because I didn't want to be alone. She even took a spontaneous girls trip to California to "get away." Both Amber and Jason listened, talked and gave me advice. They told me what I NEEDED to hear whether I wanted to hear it or not and no matter how hard it was to accept some of the things they told me, I'm glad they did. I remember being scared to death of facing my next chapter and step in life and having both of them tell me that it was ok to be scared. I owe a lot to them, especially Amber.



“True friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; it's about being there when it's not.”




While I'm on this "BFF" kick and talking about the people that were there for me through "it all" I can't leave out my co-worker and one of my best friends, Romina. Since I started this job, we have always gotten along. Within the last 8-ish months, we've become attached at the hip. We're quite the pair and there's never a dull moment when the two of us are around. :) Ro has been there for me EVERY workday morning. We have our morning coffee/chat in her office at 8:30am, every day, without fail. There have been many tears shed, but just as many smiles and hysterical laughter to go along with. We share our "date" stories- good, bad, or otherwise, talk about our ups and downs in life and help each other through it all. I'm also very grateful to have her as my partner in crime, as well as one of my best friends... We're headed on a little girls weekend getaway this weekend.... Vegas isn't going to know what hit it! ;)




Last but certainly not least, I can't leave out my rock(s) and foundation that taught me the MOST in my life... my family.



I will argue that I have the BEST parents in the whole world! No matter what I do, they still love me. I know I haven't been the perfect daughter (as close to perfect as one can get though, right? ;) but they have been there for me and supported me through everything I've ever done. Right after I got divorced, I pulled away from everyone, (except for Amber...I didn't have a choice, I was living in her house. Haha) including my family. I know it was hard on them, me not opening up but at the same time, I think they understood that I needed time to figure things out on my own. I remember one day, pulling into the driveway of my parents house, my dad was outside. I had been crying ALL night, and I'm sure I looked like I'd been hit by a train... The second I saw my dad I started bawling again. We had a long talk outside, I told him I felt lost, didn't know who I was and that I was scared TO DEATH to be alone or take a step out of my comfort zone. He gave me a lot of good advice and encouraged me to "get out of my on deck circle and step up to the plate"... Of course it was softball related, right? ;) I went inside and was welcomed with a big hug from my mom. She didn't ask questions, she just let me cry. My brother and sister-in-law were in town and I asked my brother for a blessing. I sat and talked with him afterwards, he gave me a shoulder to cry on, gave me some good suggestions and told me a few things I needed to hear. I can honestly say, that after that day things just went up from there!














I am happy to say that I feel more like myself now than I EVER have. I bought myself my dream truck (Tonka is her name ;), just moved into my own apartment by MYSELF, (never in my life did I see that happening) and I love it! I'm dating, playing softball, and doing my own thing.... Of course I still have my days, but I LOVE MY LIFE!